My gosh I hope I'm not a babbling idiot the first day of school as I'm trekking back to my classroom after dropping off my KINDERGARTENER, 2ND GRADER AND 4TH GRADER!!! When did I get out the diaper bag stage? When did I ever stop buckling them into the car seat? When did that happen? I feel so sad and happy at the same time that I'm wondering what to feel? I LOVE the idea of taking my children to and from school with me, seeing those three faces during my work day, being there for their special assemblies and activities... I REALLY DO! But there is also a part of my heart that's aching right now. They are growing up before my eyes and I can't do anything about it! Will it all surface when I'm standing in front of 26 students introducing myself? or when I watch my heart walk into 3 different rooms and turn away to walk down that long hallway to my own classroom? Or maybe right now as I'm processing it all!!!!!!!!


I know one thing! I'm blessed to be their Momma and a teacher that works in their school.

Some fun with Lincoln Logs... you remember those? They had different ideas than a log cabin but their creation turned out cute!

Today my Dad had his first chemo and radiation treatments. He luckily gets to take the Chemo pill at home but goes to the Cancer Center for less than 5 minutes of radiation each day for 5 weeks. He and I actually mowed his pasture this morning before his appointment. It was one of those times that took me back to my childhood and being outside with my Dad. We were on different mowers and taking care of business. Every time I looked at him he had a smile on his face. Maybe it had something to do with the blanket of dirt I had all over me. I've never been more filthy in my life! DJ said "Even your kissing nook is black, Mommy!)

One other thing that has been pressing on me is my parents' financial situation with everything that is happening. For instance, the prescription for his Chemo pill is written for 42 pills and the pharmacist can only fill them 15 at a time because their $3000!!!! Luckily Mom asked about coverage from insurance and they'll take care of 80%... but STILL!!! Well today we found out that they have a second plan that will cover the remaining 20% and I think we all were cheering! The workof the Lord, I'm positive! Another reason to thank Him during this difficult time.

So this post was just an update for you. I know that many of you have kept my Dad in your prayers. I can't tell you how grateful I am for that! His heart seems softer to the Lord and I know God's greatness will show through. If you would keep praying for him in how his body responds to the treatment, how his heart responds to the Lord and strength for my Mom in all of her added stress and responsibilities, I'd so appreciate it!

We are feeling the reality of school upon us so we decided we needed a weekend away. Knowing my husband I knew I had to try to limit the distance traveled. :) If you remember a post or two ago I had to turn him down on a very elaborate surprise vacation. Well this time he came up with a plan and I seriously loved the creative approach!

There was a budget, itinerary, maps with directions, hotel reservations... everything! I think he's figured out my love language on this one!

So we went to the Wildlife Safari in Winston and then to Portland for OMSI with some school clothes shopping stops here and there. I think the kids really enjoyed everything except the clothes shopping! Woodburn Outlets are the best!

It's nice to be home and not driving! But wouldn't trade a moment of it for the memories made!

I've got to speak to his barber! Perfect ringlets though...

Can't help but be amazed at the ability to sleep while balanced on one toothpick of a leg!

This guy was watching the other two wrestle in the water. The bears exhibit was the only one we had to keep our windows up for. They said, "They're curious" hmmm..

Well I rolled my window up when this guy came at me. He was a very curious guy! Wasn't sure if he was going to peck or not. Thought I'd be safe.

Baby goats were born yesterday in this petting zoo. They mostly stayed close to their momma but these two black ones were full of spunk!

You just never know what kind of WILD life you'll find out there!